I had the opportunity to fill the pulpit for the Presbyterian Church of Ruston, Louisiana. To hear the sermon entitled “ Other Ancient Authorities Read: ‘ You Do Not Know What Spirit You Are Of ’. ” Click here for the audio.
This is a collection of personal musings and some of my sermons preached during worship on Sunday mornings.
Monday, June 27, 2022
Tuesday, May 3, 2022
" Beyond Visiting an Empty Tomb "
On
Easter Sunday, most Christians are excited about the news that “Christ has
risen!” Each of the 4 gospel stories
reflects that someone or someones go to the tomb and finds Jesus “missing”—err,
I mean “risen.”
But
not so fast! The women, we’re told, go “prepared”
to deal with Jesus’ dead body. The others, at least to “see” if what they
were told, was in fact true—at least suggesting that they hadn’t believed Jesus when he told them he would be raised. And apparently, Jesus told followers he was
going ahead of them to Galilee—where they would see him; except, none of the
believers are discovered after the resurrection “going to Galilee” where they
would SEE Jesus. Apparently, it was “good
enough” to simply *SEE* that Jesus was not dead.
I
think at least part of the message of Easter is that Jesus is not dead, but
that he has been “loosed” in the world.
Which means we will not find him in the tomb. In Luke’s gospel, “two men in dazzling
clothes stood beside [the women] …the men said to them, “Why do you look for
the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen.” On Easter, part of the message should be that
we are encouraged to get out of Church, and look for Jesus alive in the
world.
At
first, the stories of Easter are about Jesus “appearing” to followers,
demonstrating his “aliveness.” Jesus—on the
road to Emmaus, Jesus breaking bread at supper, Jesus walking through closed
and locked doors, Jesus eating a piece of fish.
These are the “low-hanging fruit” stories where a risen Jesus interacts with believers.
But
Easter has other resurrection stories, too.
In
Matthew’s gospel, in the earthquakes after Jesus’ death, tombs are opened and people
witness those who had died, walking around Jerusalem. Believers have also known and seen “resurrection”—Jesus
raising Lazarus from the dead, and restoring a girl to life. But as we come to the third Sunday of Easter
this year, in this Sunday’s New Testament reading from the Book of Acts pushes
our boundaries even further. Peter
suddenly pushes people out of the room, kneels and prays, and tells Tabitha to “get
up.” It’s a surprisingly similar story in
Mark’s gospel where Jesus says, “Talitha cum,” which means “little one, get up.”
It
seems that “Jesus being loosed in the world” means more than simply Jesus’
appearing to people so that they might *see* him. Jesus being “loosed in
the world” appears to mean that Jesus appears with, or even within, other
people …so that people might *see* him, or *see* his ministry. But it’s through a third party!
This
should mean, I think, that if we’re waiting for Jesus to *appear* to us in
Eastertide, he might. But it also means
that Jesus expects to *appear* within us and what we do, when we do for
others.
Resurrections
mark new beginnings. We’re not just
waiting for Jesus to “be alive” again; Jesus’ resurrection means he is being
made alive in us and through us—maybe in astonishing and surprising ways. For Peter, that suddenly means even doing some
of the same things Jesus did!
You
see, Peter believed Jesus and believed IN Jesus. Peter followed Jesus. In Luke’s gospel, and in John’s gospel—Peter even
runs to the tomb to *see* Jesus was not there.
Peter doesn’t always get things right.
And Peter—does the works of Jesus after Jesus’ resurrection. It’s almost as if Peter has his own
resurrection-like-thing—he doesn’t die, but he does appear “changed.”
We
believe Jesus, we believe IN Jesus. We
claim to *follow* Jesus—we even dare to “look in the tomb” in our own way. We haven’t always gotten everything right, in
faith, and yet we persist in trying to “follow him.” I believe we, too, have “resurrection-like-moments!” Perhaps even beyond what we might
expect! …If we are willing to “step up”
or step into them!
But
*stepping up* might also involve “stepping-out” in boldly living into our faith
out in the world. In trusting the Holy
Spirit, in walking with God, in accepting the challenges of the life and lifestyle
of Jesus Christ. Even raising the
dead? …Yes. Jesus was raised. We are raised. Others are raised.
Thanks
be to God!
So,
what are you doing for others in your risen-ness?
I
hope it’s not just visiting an empty tomb.
Thursday, April 14, 2022
Dear Family in Faith,
I do not believe that Jesus walks out of the tomb. Rather, something happens to Jesus while he
is “inside” the tomb. However Jesus was
when he goes IN to the tomb—it’s clearly “different” AFTER the tomb.
In the Gospel stories, the tomb is already opened
when witnesses arrive, but Jesus was clearly gone. More disturbingly—one of the details of the
resurrection is that Jesus’ grave clothes are folded and “left behind.” Which seems to imply, there is an escaped,
resurrected Jesus with no clothes somewhere!
The reminders all point to Jesus having told his followers about his
crucifixion and death, but that he would see them again, in Galilee.
This is just one more way the news of Easter is disturbing,
unsettling, and should clearly be alarming to us!
But instead, we take it as if it is a fait accompli. This was all “supposed to happen” as Jesus
said. So we really can’t say the news of
Easter is surprising. Right?
I think this means we continue to remain mostly
ignorant and naive about Easter’s raw power!
It is not just that the tomb is empty, or that Jesus was not there; or,
that Jesus is risen, indeed. Jesus was
dead; and then …suddenly, he was not. We
know what this means for Jesus. But what
should it really mean for all of us?
Jesus died and was raised. The story of our faith is death AND
resurrection. One is not complete
without the other. Death does not have
the last word; rather, as Paul writes to believers, “death has lost its
sting!” The trouble is death and
resurrection is meant to change us. It
clearly changes Jesus. We can’t die and
rise and still be the same. Resurrection
is not a restoration of what once was.
Resurrection does not mean living again in the same way. Resurrection will not put us back on an old
timeline. If we complete the pattern we
are dying to our old life and being raised into a new life. And a new life isn’t identical to the old; we
are changed—as individuals and as a community.
This should be “good news.” But it’s not.
Research has well-established over years, now, that when patients are
told by physicians that they need to make lifestyle changes, or they will
die—less than 10% are successful at making the needed modifications and
changes! That is, given a straight choice
to “change or die”—more than 90% of us are unable to change.
Change guru Ronald Heifetz writes that “people
don’t resist change, they resist loss.”
Death is synonymous with loss.
Though the Bible tells us over and over, “do not be
afraid,” when the first step is death, we often can’t see our way to “death AND
resurrection.” Fear of loss required by
change, fear of change imposed by death, fear that dying and rising isn’t
certain—ends up driving our stories rather than the promises of God.
Easter is meant to change this. It’s meant to tip the scales back toward
God’s power, fueled by love, life, and joy.
Easter is a performative moment in which death and resurrection become a
steady, reliable, progression of dying and rising. We’re all dying and rising. We’re all being made new. We’re being separated from what was and
transformed into what will be. It’s
already taking hold. And resistance is
futility.
But what does this really mean for us? God is at work making all things new. Even us.
Especially us. And what will be,
isn’t just a fait accompli. It’s still a
work in progress. We are dying and
rising every day. It doesn’t mean we are
losing. It means some things we get to lay
down, or leave behind, so that God’s promises are driving our stories more and
more.
Friday, April 8, 2022
SACRED. HOLY. MOMENTS. And Shouting Stairs
Dear Family in Faith,
This Sunday, which is
Palm Sunday, we’re celebrating a baptism during worship; and we’ll be reading
the gospel story of Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem—as if he were taking
the worldly throne away from Rome, and occupying it himself. As if this were to be the great restoration
of the great Kingdom of Israel! No
wonder both religious leaders and Roman occupiers might have been “nervous”
about this Passover celebration and the power of God.
Ordinarily, THAT story
is followed in worship by another story—where Jesus’ “victory” includes his
betrayal, arrest, denial, and eventual crucifixion and death. This second story, known as the Passion story,
is a witness to Jesus’ suffering and dying.
You know already, don’t you? The
shouts of loud “Hosanna!” on Palm Sunday morning are drowned out by shouts of
“Crucify! Crucify!” on the following Friday
morning!
It’s between “Hosanna!”
and “Crucify!” that Jesus is arrested, bound, and taken to Caiaphas to be tried
(err, falsely accused) in front of Jewish religious authorities. The religious leaders are empowered to accuse
Jesus; but they are prohibited from imposing a sentence of death. They can order their thugs to spit in Jesus’
face; to slap Jesus and mock him; and Jesus can comfortably turn the other
cheek, knowing they cannot take his life.
The zealous religious prosecutors seek witnesses against Jesus, but they
can’t find a corroborating account to any of their accusations. And while the religious court will ask Jesus
question after question, he will remain agravatingly elusive, or silent.
Before all of this,
Peter tried pledging to follow Jesus, saying:
"Lord, I am ready to
go with you to prison and to death!"
But Jesus said,
"I tell you, Peter,
the cock will not crow this day, until you have denied three times that you
know me."
Rather than the false
witnesses the religious leaders line up, rather than Jesus himself, enter a
fowl to become the star witness in this drama! And though Peter has been told how this story
will end, he remains dedicated to any ending but the one Jesus shared with him! Until …that cock crowed.
In Jerusalem, there’s a
set of stairs rising stately up an incline toward a Church that now sits atop
what many people believe was the location of Caiaphas’ house, outside the Jerusalem
walls, in the old City of David, in one of the most ancient parts of the holy
city. The stairs are said to have
ascended to the courtyard where Peter would arrive to stand around a fire to
warm himself. Where Peter would be
accused of being one of the men with Jesus; one who knew Jesus; even one who
believed in Jesus. Yet unlike Jesus,
Peter did not remain silent.
On this night,
Jerusalem was in the hands of the Romans, whose military might and authority
had arrived to be especially stationed in the religious capitol during the
celebration of the Passover—the proclamation of the story of the Hebrew
liberation from Egypt. The Romans were
guarding against any attempt to reprise the story for real. And the Jews were necessarily gathered secretly,
out of sight of Roman spies and Jewish bystanders—because what they were
talking about involved whispers of messiahship as well as blasphemy, sedition,
and the possible overthrow of Rome. About
which, Jesus says nothing.
This set of stairs now
sits in a less-popular neighborhood, despite its historically significant
surroundings. We quickly and easily
identified the poorer residents who lived in nearby homes as as our group began
to climb the stairs and arrange ourselves for worship. Then, someone read a psalm. Another prayed a prayer. Another took out a bible and began to read
from the gospel account central to this location …when it began …crowing. At first, each of us seemed to believe we
must have been “hearing things.” But the
cock just kept crowing …and crowing.
Eventually, gazing into one another’s faces we could see—we were all
hearing it. The cock. Crowing.
And crowing, and crowing, and crowing, and crowing. As if Peter’s denial had been unleashed like
the flooding rain of a summer thunderstorm, over and over and over. Annoyingly persistent, the crowing kept up,
until all we could do was stop worship …and just listen.
Sacred. Holy. Moments. And even those stairs seemed to be shouting.
Friday, April 1, 2022
It's Happening Again: Resurrection is not Resuscitation
It’s happening
again. Two years ago, the same thing was
happening. A pair of cardinals were
building a nest in the shrubbery outside of my bedroom window. We’ve watched them do this for years. You see the cardinals around, and then one
day, mamma cardinal is nervously watching me dress through the window
pane. We’re almost certain it’s the same
pair. But each year, the nest ends up in
a different part of the shrubbery.
Two years ago, as COVID
was just beginning, it was an amazing distraction. Desiree and I spent hours one morning just
watching the nest during feeding time. But
this year … nest build day number two, is slated on a day with a pretty mean
weather forecast. And as I’m writing
this, I’m wondering once again if they’ll make it. …And I hope these birds will make it one more
year—building a nest, hatching some eggs, feeding some babies, and some more
cardinals in the neighborhood. But …we
can’t know today what the outcome will be.
Our first year, a bad
storm flooded the nest right after eggs were laid, the nest hung sideways for
days until gravity finally had its way. Another year, the baby birds in a nest low in
the shrubbery, disappeared suddenly before they fledged. Two years ago, we accounted one new baby bird
for each egg we’d seen in the nest, and they grew big and fat over the summer
and into the fall. One chance in
three?
Two years ago, as we
were trying to wrap our brains around this new thing called COVID-19 that had
interrupted all of our lives, I wrote this:
Resurrection is not resuscitation--we’re not going back to what was before COVID-19 when all this is over, to restart our lives. We’re going to live in new ways because COVID-19 happened to us, like a storm flooding out a bird nest. And sure, we need COVID-19 to die and all that; but there are still other things about us, in us, that need to die so that love can rise. And in the midst of this storm around us--that’s a gift.Can we live through this? How long will it last? When will it be over? How will we know?
In two years’ time,
now, we’ve suffered through disease, dark and darker days, at least two
Hurricanes and a wicked winter storm; now, there’s added war in Ukraine. First there was COVID, then there were
surges, and different forms of the disease; …and now, none of us are the
same. We’ve all been changed from what
we were back then, in ways that make it impossible for us to “return” to whatever
we knew before.
Two years ago, Sarah
Howell-Miller invited me into this question about my life during that Lent:
“What needs to die in order for love to rise?”
Because resurrection isn’t resuscitation. Jesus died; love arose. And as we walk the road toward Jerusalem and
Jesus’ death we should never be expecting that what happens after Good Friday
is that we just return to whatever “normal” was or might have been before Good
Friday. Good Friday happens. Easter morning happens. And none of us are the same.
These cardinals. They build a nest. They do their best to keep safe and keep
others safe in their world. And
sometimes, what happens is a storm blows the whole thing out, or drowns them
out, or predaters are more crafty or an individual is careless. …But there’s a new nest each year, not always
in the same part of the shrubbery, some lessons are learned or retained—no individual
seems just the same, though they remain similar.
Jesus never said life
was or would be easy. Jesus does say,
over and over and over, that he will be with us. And he does say over and over and over and over—that
we should not be afraid. He even says
rather famously, for the wind and the waves to “cease” and to “be still”—and
they obeyed him. So …can we risk dying
so that love can rise?
If I were a cardinal,
I’d have given up years ago! No use
trying, if the end result is always in peril.
Farmers in Nebraska used to say there was no use speculating if the weather
was going to be your friend—the only part that was certain about the weather
was that it was going to change …We’re
all being changed. I suppose our hope
should be that every day we’re able to look and be more like Jesus—who is love
risen.
There are people whose
lives we will touch …and they and we are changed forever. There will be chances to serve and be
served. There are parts of us that will
die, so that more love rises. We will
witness transformation in our little neighborhoods that make life better for
our neighbors—and ourselves. This is the
secret of the Lenten journey. It happens
every year—come what may. This year,
it’s happening again. It is a blessing,
again. It is salvation, again. It is just what we need …again. And none of us will be the same.
See you in Church!
Friday, March 25, 2022
Dear Family in Faith,
This is the day the
Lord has made.
Let us rejoice and be glad in it!
This is the sentiment
of many faith-filled people. Each new
day is God’s gift of re-creation and opportunities abound to see and experience
God’s goodness and love. Or, as the
Apostle Paul writes to the Phillippians, “Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will
say, Rejoice.” In the next verse over,
Paul says, “do not worry about anything.”
Yet, we also live in a
world of tragic consequences and outcomes.
I shared with our
Session that one of the experiences I’m having in the continuing education
course I’m involved in online is that eight of us in a small group took about three
minutes and were able to name more than a dozen pieces of trauma affecting our church-lives
these days—and none of them were related to COVID.
There’s lots of “stuff”
that affects us in different ways at different levels. With the storms this week there were
tornadoes near Round Rock, Texas and in New Orleans. Several of our churches in
Texas sustained damage to their buildings, including one roof being lifted up
and and set back, meaning it’s now unstable; one church family lost their home
but each person and their pets were uninjured; and there was home and
neighborhood damage in New Orleans where some of our churches there are. Aside from the weather, there was another
shooting incident at a community event in Dumas, Arkansas with at least 27
victims at last count. You cannot turn
on the television or open the newspaper or look online or at your phone—without
being reminded there’s a war in Ukraine; and the toll of broken buildings and
cities being reduced to rubble affects all of us.
My mother’s sage advice
anytime things were difficult was and is, “this too shall pass.” I know that.
I believe that. It’s just that
I’d rather skip over the having to live through it part, that none of us
like. I want to get to the passed
part!
That’s the view of the Psalmist,
who writes, “This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in
it” (Psalm 118:24), writing out of real,
lived-in experience of having to call on God out of suffering great
distress. “I was pushed hard, so that I
was falling,” says the Psalmist, and gives God credit for bringing salvation. The Psalmist’s declaration of this being the
Lord’s day …for our rejoicing and gladness, comes from the experience of having
lived through trauma. And by the end of
the psalm, rejoicing and gladness has turned again to a refrain of gratitude.
Psalm 118 begins with
“give thanks,” and a breath prayer, repeating: “[God’s] steadfast love endures
forever” as a refrain three times. But
then it’s more clear. Distress. Hardship.
Difficulty. And the outcome
justifies this confidence that God is steadfast and delivers and saves. “This, too, shall pass.”
But sometimes, it’s
hard to breathe in, “All will be well,” and not turn around and exhale, “are
you sure …all will be well, God?” The
Psalmist offers a reminder that God says, “it shall be well …keep breathing.” Eventually, the storm is over, and we open
the door and go outside and we look to see what happened and we even find ways
of helping those who suffered damage, or who had to endure the elements without
protection. Yes, we sometimes get to
help make things well for others.
But part of that
conversation in my class about all the traumas we’re faced with, individually
and collectively, was meant to help us become more aware and being mindful that
resilient people and resilient communities are grounded in gratitude. It’s not just knowing that when times are
hard, God helps us; but also living into that experience of knowing what it is
that we have to be grateful for. That our
gratitude gives us concrete evidence—like the Psalmist does—for God’s goodness
and joy. And that investing ourselves in
the work of gratitude and thanksgiving is a key ingriedient not only to
surviving, but overcoming; not just making it through to the other side, but
thriving. And when we invest ourselves
in thanksgiving, we are also led to the places and people where what we might
have to offer can be used.
The Psalmist is
right. God is saving us. This is the day God has made. It’s not always joy and celebration—but also
being aware of what we can be grateful for and how our lives are written into
the fabric of the story God is making when worldly chaos is transformed. What are your three best examples of the
“steadfast love of the Lord enduring in your life? We need each other. We need Church. Come share your stories of salvation.
See you in Church!
Friday, March 18, 2022
Connections with Ukraine
Dear Family in Faith,
Presbyterians are
connectional. We believe our churches,
our presbyteries, and our people are “connected” in powerful ways—sometimes by
design, but oftentimes, just because. A
few days ago, I participated in one of these ubiquitous “Zoom calls” being introduced
to a task force that will be planning worship for an upcoming meeting. One of the people on the call lives in
Lexington, KY—where my dad grew up—and lives in the same part of town where
some of my dad’s family still does! …But
I digress.
In the weeks since the
Russian invasion of Ukraine, as the whole the world has been struggling to
figure out how to respond, we’ve been waiting for news about how Presbyterians
can make a difference, seeing so many people in need—and being able to offer
ways YOU can help. …It’s about
connections.
In turns out that 25
years ago, a couple in Palo Duro Presbytery (think the northwest part of Texas)
had been called and led through child adoption to begin an amazing ministry
with people in Romania, working with Romanian orphans. Fred and Carolyn White helped start what is
now known as NOROC—“New Opportunities for Romanian Orphaned Children,” the
letters also come from a Romanian word that means, “God bless.” This important ministry is headquartered in
Tolcea County in Romania along the Danube River—just before the river empties
into the Black Sea, near the now-famous incident between Romanian military and
a Russian warship on Snake Island—a part of Romania that borders a small part
of Ukraine between Moldova and the Black Sea.
This has been a “ground zero” location for Ukranian Refugees in the days
since the Russian invasion began.
NOROC was started in
response to a Romanian orphan crisis that began with the end of the cold war
and the fall of communism. A
state-sponsored program requiring families to have five children or more forced
families into economic crisis being able to support so many children
financially, led to huge numbers of abandoned children needing adoption. Overwhelming numbers meant children were
being neglected and suffering horrific consequences. NOROC began sponsoring a program for women to
help children be fed and get physical attention and “play.” Today, NOROC’s work has expanded, now serving
families and helping families support themselves and truly creating “new
opportunities” for Romanian children and their families. It’s a wonderful success story!
But now …in the
aftermath of the invasion …needs and responses have shifted again. NOROC is in a unique position to respond
somewhat immediately to the crush of mostly women and children fleeing the
violence in Ukraine. NOROC’s network of
programs and staff and volunteers are already in place to help respond to the
crisis and WE are able to support their work by way of being “connected”
through our Church. People we know and
trust are directly connected to work happening on the ground; and in addition,
NOROC is a licensed NGO (non-government organization) in Romania and a 503(c)3,
not-for-profit organization in the United States. Which means we can make donations here in the
United States and have the funds flow directly to needs on the ground—almost in
real time.
You can learn more
about NOROC by going to their website. And
here’s the link to their “how to help” page:
http://www.noroc.org/how-to-help.html
You can make your
donation or make a donation safely and securely online. The “donate” button on the page will take you
to a secure webpage used in conjunction with the Presbyterian Foundation; you
are asked to indicate that your gift is to be used for Ukraine, or Ukranian
Refugees, to ensure your gift gets used exclusively for those purposes.
You can learn more
about this unique connection to Presbyterians in our Synod, by listening to a
recent podcast with an interview between Valerie Young (our Synod Leader and
Stated Clerk) and Rich Schemph, former Executive Presbyter for Palo Duro
Presbytery (now honorably retired but who is involved directly with NOROC)
here:
https://www.synodsun.org/sunspots
Pick/click/play the
episode on Ukranian Refugees from March 1st.
There are other ways to
support the response to so many human needs in and around Ukraine—including
Presbyterian Disaster Assistance, the Red Cross, etc. …this one comes with some “connection” to
people in our region who are connected to real people who’ve been doing good
work for a while—and are making a real difference right now! It’s a chance to do something faithful but
also bring the world a little closer together.
Friday, March 11, 2022
We Might Have Forgotten Lent
Dear Family in Faith,
By all appearances last
Sunday, we seemed to forget that it was Lent.
Two Christmases ago, we didn’t assemble our Chrismon tree; one of these
years, we ordered Easter lilies, but no one ever saw them. We’ve all had the struggle of wanting to be
normal, of trying to function as we were once accustomed, and in the myriad of
ways we’ve been forced to change and adapt means our memory is a little
off. Our staff, individually and
collectively didn’t remember or failed to realize we hadn’t prepared our
sanctuary with the usual Lenten adornments—our cross and crown of thorn wreaths
were missing, and I think we missed updating the bulletin cover. There were questions about flowers still
being in the sanctuary during Lent and lots of people have been asking about
Holy Week services, too.
So, I’ve been wondering
since last Sunday—like, “how did we forget about Lent decorations?” The signs and symbols of our Lenten season? …But I confess, I know how this can happen
since any Lenten season comes with challenges we don’t always want to “welcome.” Lent can be sobering—with its eye toward
Jesus’ death; it’s encouragement to repent, confess our sin, and think about
our mortality; its journey following Jesus all the way to the cross, where
we’re encouraged not to shut our eyes but even to watch his being tortured and
a cruel execution. That Mardi Gras, or
“fat Tuesday” is such a big celebration as the last day before the six weeks of
Lent with it’s “giving up” or “going without” as spiritual discipline also
indicates we don’t always appreciate the dark or stark nature of the season in
relationship to the rest of our lives.
And while many people choose willingly to “give up” things—as signs of
their sacrifice or spiritual disciplining—some of those choices are things like
coffee, or soda, fasting at mealtimes, or quitting smoking—while good for
“improvement of life” or spiritually, can also come with negative consequences
that leak out around the edges (people are grumpier without their morning
coffee or skipping meals, etc.).
On Ash Wednesday, the
first day of Lent, one of my colleagues posted: “My first words to Holly today:
‘Good morning, sinner. Death awaits
you’.” The traditional wording at the imposition
of ashes is, “You are dust, and to dust you shall return.” Yet, all this talk about death, leaves some
people feeling dark and dreary. In fact,
another colleague who recently came to our Presbytery in retirement, who spent forty-some
years in ministry, never once celebrated Ash Wednesday—he doesn’t believe in
it! Of course, in more liturgical
traditions, there are other aspects of worship that change for Lent—not saying
or singing any “Alleluias,” singing particularly Lenten hymns often in minor
keys, covering all crosses in fabric, even covering over stained glass windows
or pictures of Jesus—all meant to be reminders of Jesus’ death. Sometimes, I think these liturgical traditions
end up pushing people away, especially when they might not know the reasons why
those observances can be spiritually important.
It’s also why some of us found it disconcerting and disorienting to be missing
OUR usual spiritual signs of the season last Sunday, too!
Not everyone we
encounter will know the reasons for our symbols and practices; and while WE
find them important, others can experience them differently. For example, many people love the hymn,
“Amazing Grace;” but I’ve met lots of people who refuse to sing it, who even
find it “offensive” because they don’t believe that they or anyone else should
be called a “wretch.” The hymn is deeply
moving for so many; they are often completely unaware of the pain it is for
others.
We’ve done our best
this week to put our sanctuary “back in order” for Lent. Our hearts and minds might still be a little
out of sorts, but the reminders of God’s grace and love are everywhere. For me, personally, sometimes I like turning
Lent on its ear—I prefer seeking the signs of life and hope and grace, knowing
that there is a Good Friday, but that Easter is also coming. Sometimes, I also need some joy to take me
toward Easter, too, but that’s usually out of step with our liturgical season
that imposes penitence and death as the road to making Easter resurrection even
better. Sometimes, I have to have one
foot in joy and life, because the other things in life are too
overwhelming. I confess, I’ve had to try
and wear the clothes of being positive and hopeful, wanting to help stave off
death with my mother’s recent illness, and for others I know who’ve also been
battling disease and setbacks, too. I
know that when death is near, so is resurrection; but I can do without the
death for a while. I know you can’t have
resurrection without a death. And too
often, we all just want to avoid death, hoping to prolong our days: rather than
using the time God’s given us.
Friday, March 4, 2022
About Our Enemies
Dear Family in Faith,
When I was a child I
remember asking my mother, “Who are our enemies?” We lived in southeastern Kentucky; we often
were aware of the evening news; I distinctly remember the “watch parties” for
the 1976 Winter Olympic games. And I was
asking so I could know precisely who I should hate.
My mother, the
preacher’s wife, who had grown up in a religiously Lutheran household, whose
faith was firm, who seemed to know the struggles of life—including living
through the daily realities of Vietnam and by that time the Cold War—seemed to
squirm. As I pressed, and she seemingly
was mulling over all her worldly options, she eventually blurted, “Well, maybe
the Russians, I guess!”
So, if the Russians
were to be our enemies, we should at least beat them at ice hockey! And …figure skating …and bobsledding …and
whatever else! Right?
Even as a child, a
younger child, I wasn’t going to *hate* the Russians. It wasn’t because I totally believed Jesus
and always followed his instructions to “love my neighbor” and “pray for my
enemy.” Nope. I wasn’t doing that. It’s probably, that my most ardent prayer
then until now, has always been “for peace on earth.”
But …I’m not shaped by
peace. Like any young boy, despite not
growing up around weapons, I’ve been shaped by dreaming of battles and wars,
fighting and bravery, and blowing up enemy weapons and bunkers. I love John Wayne movies. I like seeing the bad guys getting what’s
coming to them. I’ll take almost any Clint
Eastwood movie before I’ll consider watching the Disney channel. Yet even in all the glorious victories of war—I
also see the agonies of defeat.
War and violence are
not easy. Though we talk about pinpoint
accuracy and surgical airstrikes—the dangers to our bodies and souls are more
than bullets, artillery, tanks, and aircraft.
Talk to any brave drone pilots, who deliver weapons from half-a-world
away, with a coffee cup and a lunch break, in non-descript office buildings;
not to mention those who are sent for live action. There are times that require brave and
honorable action of the highest order because there are always realities of the
worst order. But even for our enemies,
it’s always someone’s son or daughter in harms way—even for the very best of
reasons and intentions.
And, like other times,
in the images of the violence that unfolded last week in Ukraine, I struggled
mightily between my heartfelt desire for “peace on earth” and what seems at the
same time, the necessity of taking up arms.
I sat in the crosshairs of daring to believe in Jesus’ love for neighbor
being made manifest and my readiness for someone to give the order to put
troops on the ground. And the daring
willingness to risk everything for the cause of peace, even war.
The love of Jesus
doesn’t release us from that passion or consequence. I just hope and believe that our passion for
life and love means we take the steps of faith daily, and often, so that peace
always has a chance—before, during, and after, what we feel compelled to do in
the name of righteousness and for justice and ultimately, for love itself. And I don’t ever doubt that God is with us in
the midst of the messiness of our feelings, of our loves and desires, of life
itself, and even when violence is chosen.
Jesus doesn’t lay down
in front of violence. Jesus doesn’t give
in either. He even dies by violence, so
that violence may also be defeated.
…I think I wanted to
know who our enemies were, because I knew at some point, enemies have to become
friends.
…I think that enemies
are enemies; but we can become friends—and that changes the world! And Jesus has a hand in that, too. He helps us get through the messiness between
us, and helps us see it’s clearly more fun being friends!
…And friends: can build
what was broken, and mend what gets knocked down, and can see the world from a
better place known as restoration, or resurrection, or wholeness—instead of
broken promises and broken realities.
Hope, even on the tip
of a spear? I believe that too, if for
nothing else, Jesus dies on the cross—a public execution, a war-time sign, with
the promise of better days are coming.
If death is near, resurrection is not far. And we don’t know which one or what moments
those might be until we see them and choose them for ourselves. And with God’s help.
Friday, February 25, 2022
Dear Family in Faith,
This Sunday, in what
would appear to be an ironic twist of fate, we will read a Bible story about
Moses putting on a kind of “face mask” in the presence of God’s people—on the
very Sunday, that after two years of an un-holy COVID pall over us, WE are beginning to take our
masks off!
Our Session has decided
that--coinciding with changes in positivity rates, case counts, and the
downward trends in COVID infection, as well as practices in businesses and other
houses of worship-- this is the season to adapt our mask policy. Starting this week, come to worship, please
observe social distance, wearing masks will be optional, at your
personal discretion. And those who wear
masks are likely doing so because they love you, and don’t want any harm to
come to you—however slim the chance may seem.
When Moses dons a veil,
it is because his shining face is the sign that Moses has been talking to God
and has particular words for God’s people.
Moses’s face, lit up like a light bulb, is the evidence that Moses is
taking words directly from God’s mouth to the people’s ears. Another irony is that, because Moses’s appearance
was so changed because Moses had been talking with God, the people were
afraid!
Do you ever wonder why
people were afraid when Moses had been talking with God? Or, do you ever recognize that everyone who
truly encounters God is *changed* by that experience?
But if we believe God
truly loves us—of what is there to be afraid?
Oh. Right. Of course. The answer is always in the riddle: “How many Presbyterians does it take to change a light bulb?”
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The
Israelites knew that, when Moses had been talking with God, Moses was
changed. They could *see* it. I suppose, even though the word Moses brought
was the life-giving covenant, rather than feeling “loved” God’s people felt
scolded? Rather than a pathway to
life—abundant life—is it really the case that any “rules” feel oppressive? Do we all drive past the speed limit sign, give
it the middle finger and set the cruise for 5 miles per hour over because any
limit must be bad news? No. We set the cruise control 5 miles per hour
more because we believe it’s reasonable, that it’s not so excessive that we
should get a ticket, even though we’re well aware we’re violating the letter of
the law. “Well, Officer, my speedometer
must be a few mph’s off; I don’t speed.”
And yet, the
astonishing thing to me is that anyone who has been in the real presence of
Almighty God or who receives God’s words or messages—is changed. Any person who has been in the real presence
of God—changes. Yet, we all seem to have
this expectation that our relationship with God doesn’t have to CHANGE us—we
can talk to God and nothing has to change.
We can read the Bible and our life can proceed as normal. The meek don’t have to inherit the earth, the
rich get to buy their way into heaven, and loving our enemies is optional. We can “love God” and still act as if it
doesn’t require any transformation.
It's as if we want to
see God—but it won’t matter at all if we do.
And things can still be the same, whether we see God or not. But in the Bible, this simply isn’t true. See God?
You’re changed. And people can
see it on you!
Can you name a story in
the Bible where a character *sees* God and nothing changes about them?
Yet, somehow, we all
would like to *see* God and not be changed by it.
I believe God is
changing the world. I believe that God
is changing us. I believe that happens
because we truly *see God* in ways that are sometimes mysterious, sometimes
challenging, sometimes hard to perceive or understand. Nonetheless, when we see what God is up to,
when we can grasp anything God is doing
. . . We. Are. Changed. It is
visible on us, in us, and through us. We
can see it in each other’s faces—if for no other reason that we are made in
God’s image (each of us) and therefore, we are each a window of God’s love and
intention. Or, do we not want to trust
scripture’s truth?
Our masks have made it
harder to *see* one another and God in each other—yes? It will be special to *see* one another
“uncovered” again. Let’s be honest, many
of us have already been able to do it in other places, too. But don’t think for a moment that seeing our
faces is “business as usual.” It’s
extraordinary! We bear the image of God
for each other, we each are the reminder of the Creator. And the world should see it on us.